Double Date, Double Anxious

First dates are awkward, but you know what’s more awkward? Meeting your boyfriends’ friends for the first time. I have been dating a guy for a few months now, and we became official two months ago. Maybe three? I’m not sure, let’s say we became the title Boyfriend/Girlfriend on January 1st. Keeps things simple.

A few days ago, I told my boyfriend I wanted to do a bowling date, I started a new diet and wanted to limit the number of dates involving food. He texts me saying he invited his friends, and of course, I want to meet them, I want to see how he is around people who know him best. Unfortunately, I am an awkward, and shy person. I also suffer from horrible anxiety which I rarely talk about because it seems like almost every millennial suffers from anxiety.

I agree with this double date and immediately start overthinking everything because it’s what I do best. I have never been the low-key person who can go with the flow. In fact, I am the exact opposite, everything I do is slightly dramatic right down to the way I dress. So, when my boyfriend says his friend texted “It’s on like donkey schlong” my brain started working double speed.

“Will his friends like me?”

“Will they know I’m not chill?”

“What will I wear?”

“Do I need to talk a lot if I’m super sleepy?”


“Kayla, why would they hate you because of your eyes?”


At this point in my thought process I am in the middle of a full-blown panic attack tucked away in the bathroom with the shower roaring and hot steam surrounding my body. Shivering, a chest splitting my insides with more profound pain than anyone will ever know. I sit there and listen to the water rush over my body and listen to the swirl as it goes down the drain. With my eyes closed, I let the water wash over me and carry me away.

When I am in the middle of a panic attack, I have to have something touching me, not a person, but something I can feel with every inch of my body. I suppose it’s a way to help keep me grounded. I close my eyes and listen to the water, I put my hands to my throat feeling my heartbeat, and I count them for as long as I need to. Sometimes I pretend the water is cleansing my soul so I can be refreshed and ready to take on the challenge.

“I can do this, I can do this, I can do this.” I repeat over and over till it feels like I can do it.

“I am strong, I have been alone, I have met people alone, I have had deep conversations with others, and nothing bad has happened alone. Now I am with a great man and it will be just as amazing”

“They will like me because I am head over heels for him. They will give me the benefit of the doubt because I am not his ex, I am much better.”

“I love myself; therefore, they will like me too.”

Sometimes reminding yourself of your worth is the best way to face a challenge, and the best way to overcome anxiety. You can tell yourself at any point that you can do anything and that you are amazing and spectacular. I have to remind myself every day, this may look like confidence on the outside, but it’s one of the best ways to keep my anxiety in check, after all, it’s true.

I make it to my boyfriend’s house, and as soon as I’m in his arms I know the night will go well, he makes my heart sing a peaceful song that I could never sing on my own. He is the Zen master to my chaotic heart. Where I am fast, he is slow, where I am not in control; he is firmly in control. It is the perfect partnership of two opposites creating one cohesive environment. It’s something unique to me, being with him is like exploring a world I haven’t yet seen.

We make it to the bowling alley, and I remind myself that he’s got me, and if all else fails, if his friends hate me, I’ll still have him. More importantly, I’ll always have myself. They come from behind us, and it scares the living hell out of me, the place was so packed I was trying to focus on everything but the zombie apocalypse I thought would rain upon us. I sucked down my first gin and tonic fast to get over the number of people that were in one small building. I don’t recommend getting plastered when you first meet any friends, but I do recommend getting in a comfortable position to talk to them.

By my second drink some of my nerves were gone, and I started to feel more comfortable and not thinking of a zombie outbreak and dying. I was having a good time, I wasn’t doing terrible at bowling, and dang my man has good form. *hint hint wink wink, I totally checked him out* His friends were happy to see him and laughing. I was happy seeing him with others who make him happy.

The best way to get through the uncomfortable-ness is to remind yourself that you are amazing and worth it, and chances are your partner sees that in you too or he wouldn’t be introducing you to his friends. Sometimes it’s good to get out of your comfort zone, and meet new people.

New Diet!

Hello Everyone!

I have made some substantial lifestyle changes and couldn’t be prouder of myself. I recently started a program called Nutrisystem, I have officially lost 11 pounds in about three weeks. I moved to New Hampshire getting away from a weird and rough patch in my life, completely overweight. Just from leaving a stressful situation I was able to drop 15 pounds, but I needed more help. My mom encouraged me to give this system a try. It has been one of the best decisions I have ever made but not one of the easiest choices. The first week is rough, but after three weeks, I have started noticing incredible changes. I want to talk with you guys about healthy diets because I believe it’s super important to be conscious of what goes into your body. I am a firm believer whatever you put in you get out of your body.

I started out overweight, with mood swings, always tired, acne everywhere and no hope to fix it. I had trouble falling asleep and waking up. I had been calorie counting, but I had been neglecting to look at things like carbs, sugar, and sodium which all contributed to me being overweight. Sodium kept me bloated, sugar made me break out and stay up till ungodly hours. Bad carbs made me gain weight and lose the small amount of fiber I was eating. By bad carbs I mean, pizza, bagels, beer, white bread with no fiber, and potatoes.

Week one was miserable, I hadn’t realized how much sugar and bad carbs I was eating. I would eat a bagel twice a week when I was in a rush to get to work. I would dump one packet of sugar in my medium coffee almost every day. I had been counting all these calories and thinking I wasn’t doing too bad since I was eating around 1500 calories a day. Little did I know 1500 calories was way too much for me to lose weight. The very first week I was cut to 1000 calories a day, this included breakfast, one shake, lunch, a protein bar, and a dinner. I struggled, I was utterly grumpy, my temper was short, I had a migraine, simply put I was detoxing.

The second week I could move to 1200 to promote weight loss, and I was able to add in healthy carbs and healthy proteins, Nutrisystem was able to give me a shopping list with all the foods I could eat that would help me with weightless. Things became more comfortable, I knew what I could eat and add in, I started looking at recipes that I could use with all the “free foods” I could eat; Free foods are minimal calories, and you can eat a ton of it without it harming your weight loss plans, such as mushrooms and kale.

By the end of the week, I noticed I was able to sleep without my regular dose of melatonin, I had cut it in half! My skin started clearing up, and the scale went down. Seeing the numbers drop on the scale was a huge motivation. By the third week, I started dressing better, people were beginning to notice my weight change. I am so incredibly proud of myself.

I am not nearly done; my goal is to lose 35 more pounds and to be healthy in every aspect of my life. This isn’t a little goal, and it’s a huge lifestyle change, but it is incredibly worth it. Seeing the small changes keep pushing me forward. Feeling healthy and overall happy has made a massive difference in the way I carry myself.

This system may not be for everyone, but it is precisely what I needed to get to this point in my life.

Safe or Sorry?

Hi Everyone!

Today’s topic is slightly uncomfortable even for me, and I rarely admit that I want to talk about going to get tested for STD’s. For most young women and men, it is an uncomfortable topic, but it shouldn’t be. Getting tested regularly is an exceptionally healthy habit, especially when starting a new relationship, or ending a relationship.

Society has made us believe it is something uncomfortable and weird, or something only “high risk” people should be doing. I once asked a nurse what high risk meant because she had told me I wasn’t in a high-risk group, I wanted to know exactly what she meant. She said it meant people who were sex workers, people from countries with higher rates of std’s, and drug addicts. I’m sure the list went on, but those were the main ones she pointed out.

The first time I went to go get tested, the nurse told me I really didn’t need to do a blood test because I wasn’t in a high-risk group. I thought about it for a minute and decided I still wanted to do it because I genuinely believe it is essential to know what’s going on inside my body and making sure I am healthy in all aspects in my life. I respect myself too much not to get tested. I felt like I had to persuade her that this was the right choice for me.

Here is the break down you guys, you should be practicing safe sex till you and your partner get tested. By safe sex I mean using condoms, especially if you have multiple partners! Even after getting tested it is important to practice being safe.

Why you should get tested:

1. Worrying about it is much worse than knowing.

2. It does not mean your spouse cheated. You can get std’s, and they can stay in your system without treatment for quite some time.

3. It is not time-consuming. It is quick and easy now.

4. Because respecting yourself and your partner will create a stronger relationship.

5. Sometimes there are no noticeable symptoms.

6. Because at some point you will have sex and it’s okay to play it safe.

7. You can choose to be healthy.

I have talked to my friends openly about getting tested, and I generally think the more open I am about what happens the more likely they are to make healthy life choices too. This topic should not be a taboo in society, since when did health become so embarrassing to talk about? This is 2019, young women can have sex and get tested, young men can have sex and get tested, it’s part of the natural cycle. Keeping this topic on the down low doesn’t help anyone at all. Pretending the younger generations won’t have sex is making an active choice to turn a blind eye. The only way to spread awareness is to talk openly about issues that are deemed shameful.

Dating Myself

Hi all!

In my last blog post, I briefly mentioned that I have been taking myself out a lot. I love having a certain amount of “me time,” and I have been making it a priority to take myself out without my boyfriend because I love independence. I see a lot of young ladies get into new relationships and totally absorb the other person into their life. To be honest, that is an incredibly deadly habit, I have no need to see someone every single day, and I hated when I didn’t have a choice. As a young lady or a young man, you can have the freedom to take yourself out, spoil yourself, have a day where it’s just you are shopping, in fact, it’s incredibly healthy.

I would never dream of taking myself out when I was any of my ex’s. They would accuse me of cheating or being with someone or doing something I wasn’t supposed to do. So, for a whole year, I cut out things that I really enjoyed. Like eating out alone, shopping alone, and watching movies alone. If I went shopping, I felt like I had to sneak it, I felt like I was doing something terrible, I couldn’t spend a whole day at my hair salon without being judged and accused, and it was toxic.

Now I am on a dating kick. I set one day aside for myself, I go out and shop by myself for hours, I go get my hair done for 6 hours and don’t have to worry about angry texts, I go to dinner and enjoy a five-course meal and two glasses of wine. I see movies and can enjoy every second of it without being interrupted.

It is incredibly important to put aside at least one day for yourself, and I know most of the young ladies who are reading this feel like they don’t have the opportunity. But you need to create opportunities for yourself, if you have kids and a husband, have your husband watch the kids for three hours if you feel like your boyfriend wouldn’t like this, then he may not be the man for you.

Dating yourself means:

1. You don’t have to compromise

2. You don’t have to face judgment on how much you spent on that one day

3. You learn how to be independent

Dating yourself is sexy as hell, and it should not stop even when you do date, someone. Learning to be active on your own is one of the most attractive things about anyone. Learning to make connections on your own is one of the best skills to have, and if a man or woman feels like dating yourself is wrong or unimportant, quite simply put, they are insecure, and you’re better off without.

When I started seeing this new guy, I made it perfectly clear, that I would want one day alone, to do what I need to be mentally healthy and prepare for the next week. I made it clear I will take myself out, and I will spoil myself because I can. Instead of judging me or telling me no, he said to me it was refreshing to find a lady who does indeed put herself. First, he encouraged me to go out and be who I want when I want. For that, I do believe he is one of the best men I have ever dated, he has already taught me 100x more than any ex ever has.

Loving myself, and dating myself, has never been easier.

Sunshine Blogger Award!

Hello Everyone,

I have some amazing news to share, I have been nominated for my first Sunshine Blogger Award. Since I started blogging, I have always wondered how these awards work, and now I finally feel like I’m part of some inner circle when it comes to blogging.

I want to thank popsiclesociety for nominating me and will leave my list of nominations at the bottom of the page. How this award works is the blogger who chooses me gets to ask me any questions, I answer them, and then I nominate 5-11 other bloggers I think deserve this award too.
The sunshine blogger award goes to other bloggers who are creative, positive and inspiring!

The rules:

Thank the blogger who nominated you!

Use the “Blogger Sunshine Award” logo on your post and list the rules.

Answer the 11 questions that the selector asks of you.

Nominate 5-11 bloggers you want to give the award to.

Ask the following bloggers 11 questions of your own.

Q&A from popsiclesociety:

1. Do you think that we are alone in the universe?
I think this is a difficult first question, I don’t think we are the only living organisms in this entire universe, but I don’t know if there are other living beings that look and talk like us in outer space. I do believe somewhere there are bacteria and maybe even a type of plant waiting for us to find.

2. What makes you feel happy?

Simple things. My sisters’ freckles and gap-tooth grin, my dog wagging her tail and looking back at me, the smell of moms bacon sizzling on the frying pan. Walking through the town square smelling burned coffee on the crisp, chilly air. Looking up at the sky that’s always changing but always beautiful. I’m that person who stops to smell every flower even when it makes me sneeze or lays in the grass to look up at the clouds, I stare too long at someone I love because those are the things that make me happy. Not just one thing.

3. Do you smile every day?
Oh yes, I smile every day. My whole life is full of joy and laughter. I love joking and being sarcastic, and my family is like that too. My job is full of giggles so hard our tummy’s hurt, my home is filled with a child’s laughter and a dog barking.

4. Do you like traveling?
I love to travel. Well no I hate the traveling part, but I like to meet new people and experience new places. I love to eat different foods and see different colors and views of the world. I never really remember a place I have been, but I remember the colors I see. When I close my eyes and think of the places, I look at the colors that flash behind my eyes and those colors are what I am addicted to when I travel.

5. If you are a gentleman when was the last time you gave flowers to a lady and if you are a lady when was the last time you received flowers from a gentleman?
Why do I have to receive flowers from a man? I haven’t gotten flowers from a man or women in a very long time, my ex never gave me any even though I so badly wanted them, but I buy myself flowers and plants. Life is about the lens we choose to see through, the colors we want to look at, and I think having plants and flowers in your room really help start your day off good.

6. What motivates you to keep going every day?
I swear it’s the little things in life. My little sister, as annoying as she is, she is my biggest fan. I come home, and she calls my name and even when I had a long, brutal day I give her a hug and a kiss and I know I’m home safe ready to take on another day. It’s my dog whining for attention letting me know everyone supports me. They are what keeps me going in this chaotic world.

7. How do you keep up with your blog and your followers? Do you have enough time?
I feel like I never have enough time, I stay up late, wake and up early. Lately, I have been getting up working out, and then I’ll write and check my blog. Sometimes I focus more on the book I am writing than my actual blog, but lately, I have been finding a solid balance between work, reading, writing for me and writing for my blog. It’s been a challenge, but I am finally developing good habits for my writing and life in general.

8. Between becoming a cyborg or dying what would you choose?
I would choose to die. I truly believe when it’s somebodies time to go they know it, and they are ready for it. I mean this isn’t the case for some people, I know that there are horrible things that happen in this world and someone may not be ready to go, but I do think things happen for a reason and I think the universe has some chaotic plan that I am supposed to go along with.

9. Are you a curious person?
I would like to think so. I think things and ideas can be magical and I’m always to find out what magic makes them work.

10. What’s your favorite food?
I have this undying love for pita bread, vegetables, and hummus. I could eat this meal every single day of my life if I could.

11. Have you ever been to Antarctica?
No, I have not been to Antarctica, and I’m not sure I would want to go. There are a lot of rules there, and I wouldn’t want to ruin any habit for an animal accidentally.

The bloggers that I choose:




A Dude Abikes


Questions from me to you!

1. What is the story behind your blog name?

2. What is your blogs goal or mission statement?

3. What is your biggest pet peeve?

4. Do you have any routines throughout the day that help you write?

5. Daily, what small things inspire you?

6. What is something you fear the most in life?

7. If you had a choice between dying and living the same day over on repeat, which would you choose?

8. Would you rather be rich and super unhappy or poor and incredibly happy?

9. What are some of the goals you hope to accomplish this year?

10. What puts a smile on your face even when you’re in a foul mood?

11. What is something you would like to pass on to the next generation? (an idea, a skill, recipe, anything goes)

I am so excited to read your answers!

Connections and Coffee

Having Coffee with me,

If we were to have coffee, I would take you to my little coffee corner shop, that has the best hazelnut coffee. We would stand in line, and you would notice that I get a ceramic mug instead of a to-go cup. I’d turn to you and tell you I enjoy sitting and tasting my coffee if the time is available. You would order behind me, and I would sneakily pay for both drinks, after-all I was the one who invited you.

I would go over to where the cream is and actively avoid it going straight for the low-calorie sweetener instead, you might tell me it’s terrible for me, I would nod my head like I am super concerned and yet still dump two packs into my mug with a smile.

If it were summer, I would insist on sitting outside, I would choose a table I could see the crosswalk and both nearest bars, and hopefully a table that would also allow me to see the front door. Id set my purse down and sit on the rickety chair immediately getting comfortable. You may struggle with the old chairs, and that’s okay they get time to get used to, they aren’t exactly meant for comfort.

I would give you a small smile and turn my attention to everyone around us. I would tilt my head and listen to the ongoing drunk conversations of desperate college girls. I would look at the newlyweds already drunk and arguing, I would judge the girls walking in stilettos on brick, and I would smile at the group of recovering alcoholics drinking coffee.

Finally, I would grab my mug, inhale deeply, close my eyes, and gulp down my bittersweet coffee. I’d open my eyes and look at you. I’d turn my attention to you and ask all the uncomfortable questions you don’t want to be asked. Why don’t you talk to your mother? What are your fears? Are you lonely? Do you unconsciously choose to be alone? Tell me what you believe that others don’t? What is something you want but your family is against? Why does your eye twitch, is it from too much coffee? Is it from stress? From this you would either walk away from me or be intrigued, you would also find out I can be just as open if I feel our connection.

You would ask me questions, and I would be open, but if I genuinely felt a connection, a spark of magic, I would have fun and joke around. I would tell you funny stories, you would see my sarcastic playful side, you would see unbound humor that can make some uncomfortable. You would see how passionate I am about life. I’ve always felt deeply, I’ve always felt emotions to the very core of my body. If we spark, we will ignite the earth with our friendship.

You would then realize, form the very first moment our eyes met I was judging you. Not in a wrong way, I was asking myself questions. Do I feel comfortable you? Can I laugh easily with you? Can I look into your eyes and see depth? Do I feel a sense of honesty from you? Do I see a passion, a spark within you? Depending on these answers, we may or may not have coffee again. It is not a win or fail test, it is me being able to decide for myself who I would like to be friends with.

Even if I never see you again, it was a pleasure to sit with you, it was a pleasure to observe others with you. Life is about connection, some connection is forced, and harsh, other relationships are easy and meant to be. I aim to have real connections with everyone if I don’t feel like we are meant for each other in some way I won’t try to force our relationship, and neither should you. At the end of our time, I would expect you to be as open and honest as I am.

In this world of grey, I try to make my emotions transparent, I genuinely try to be a good person, and I try to share my happiness with others. So, after drinking coffee, I would take my mug inside to the baristas, wave at them with a smile, walk back outside toward you. Give you a hug even if we don’t see each other again it was worth meeting someone new. At the end of it all, I would hope that you see there are still good people, and I would hope that you give more people a chance, trying to find the most real, most authentic connections possible.

Inspire and Connect

So, this year, even though it’s only been one day, my friend’s daughter, who I look up to in so many ways, asked us on our chat group what word we would choose for the new year. She said she likes to pick an innovative word every year that focuses on all aspects of our daily lives. I thought this was a great idea.
My two words for this year are inspiration and connection. Last year I didn’t set myself goals, I didn’t have any focus in my life, and I had no direction. Last year I had no inspiration, and I didn’t inspire others. I was more focused on how others viewed me or what they thought of me. In other words, I focused on things that didn’t matter. Last year helped me grow; I learned a lot about the things I did and why I did them.
After last year, a year of growing and honesty, I will focus on connecting with myself and others. This year I am helping set up a coffee stand from scratch, helping train the new employees, creating recipes, and hopefully, I will connect with my new team. I want this new stand to inspire every person that comes through.

I want to focus on connecting with my surroundings, and with the community, and be inspired by these connections. Everything in New Hampshire has inspired me in some way or has helped me grow inch by inch. I’m not a new lady this year, but each new year is shaping me into the person I want to become. These two words I have chosen will help develop this year into what it should be.
What is your word for this year?

New Year Goals!

Hey Everyone,
I want to start off by saying Happy New Years!

Last year I didn’t make any goals for myself. I wasn’t motivated to do anything besides work, and I was working so much that I wasn’t driven to do anything in my spare time. This year I plan on working a lot less and focusing on my health and happiness, and some of my readers know this is a huge theme in all my posts. I do have things that I would like to start doing and things I want to start doing again.
Goals for 2018:
1. Blogging a few times a month- I want to blog more and write about things I love. Last year I blogged every few months, but this year I would like to pick a day of every week to post something.
2. Workout 4 times a week- Since I have moved I have been good at working out almost every day, but this year I would like to create myself a set schedule, so I know what to expect and get a decent workout a few times a week.
3. Diet- When I say diet I don’t mean doing any fad diets, but I would like to be more careful about what goes in my body, and I would like to cut out processed foods.
4. Volunteer- I would love to find an animal shelter I can help. I have always loved animal’s way more than people, and I think it would be a fantastic goal to set myself. So, if anyone knows a good animal shelter in New Hampshire, let me know!
5. Attitude- Overall, I am a happy person, and I try to look on the bright side of things, but lately I am feeling unmotivated to do much, and I want to get out of this rut. I think accomplishing each of my goals will help me stay motivated and help with my attitude and outlook on life.
6. Finish School- I want to finish as soon as possible! I am almost there; I need to stay focused and just go for it.

I know everyone will be making new year’s resolutions, and what their goals are, but I feel like writing it out and posting my goals publicly will help me stay motivated to start and finish them all. I would love to know what everyone else has set for themselves and how they plan to accomplish their goals?

Back To Barista.

When I first moved to New Hampshire, I got a grownup job I thought my family and friends would be proud of. It turns out it was one of the worst jobs I have ever had. I ended up stressed continuously about going to work and dealing with the owner, and I was always in a state of anxiety. I was never happy.
I initially took the job because the manager at the time was a fantastic leader. She was incredible, I talked to her for an hour, and I knew I wanted to learn how to be a good leader from her. I should have looked more closely at the company; the owner was a nutcase. It was her first business, and she was so rude to everyone that all her employees ended up leaving. After few days, I noticed four people had quit, and then the manager who hired me, said she was also going. The person who had stayed the longest was only there for a total of five months.
I tried so hard to stick it out, and I wanted everyone to be proud of me for jumping into my new life so quickly. Every day I went to work, untrained, unprepared, and scared of the owner. Every day I had to deal with more passive aggressive BS that was thrown my way. Finally, one day the owner broke me. I excused myself to the bathroom and cried. I sat on the toilet and just cried for three minutes. Wiped up my tears continued with the rest of the day. I carpooled with my mom home, and she knew there was something wrong, I was wound up and on the verge of tears again. My mom and I talked the whole car ride home, and she told me to quit.
I never once said I loved this new job, I was never thrilled, and I never wanted to be there. I have never had a situation like that. I’m sure it won’t be the last one I hate, but I hope it’s the last one with a horrible owner.
I ended up applying to a new store, closer to home, and back to doing what I love. I am going to be a barista. It isn’t as “grownup” as the last job I had but I’ve decided I don’t need a grownup job right now, and I shouldn’t be concerned about making other people proud. I should focus on being happy, and be myself. That’s why I moved here.

Communicating Effectively

Anyone who knows me well knows I have a tough time communicating under pressure, or when I get super emotional. I am the type of girl who feels so strongly, sometimes words can’t describe the pain or happiness I feel, so I stop talking. Or say the entirely wrong thing, my words always come out wrong.
In all my relationships, I have had this problem. I wasn’t able to effectively communicate at some of the most critical times. I didn’t have the tools, or knowledge to say precisely what I meant. In my defense, I am genuinely a good person, and I tried my best to avoid conflict because I hate any confrontation, partially because I don’t know how to talk my way through problems openly.
I’ve recently moved back in with my parents, and good lord the communication in the house is worse than mine has ever been. My dad is like Mr. Anti-communication, he refuses to talk about things, and totally gets pissed when we ask questions he doesn’t have the answers to. I am 100% like him.
Watching my parents, I have learned some good tools to deal with my communication problems. When I didn’t have all the answers people always said it was weird, or my answers didn’t make sense. WELL, they were right it didn’t make sense because I didn’t understand what was happening, and that is no reason for the other person to get suspicious or frustrated. The right answer is to help me find the answers, help me find the truth. My mom does this with my dad, and I would say 85% of the time when they work together to find answers to a situation, the communication always opens after both people understand what is happening.
The next thing I have learned from watching my parents is it’s okay to step back and breathe before saying something. Emotions run high in this house (mine included), and I notice both of my parents take a real step back and breathe for a minute before they say anything else. I haven’t ever done this; I am that person, when you accuse me or freak me out, I go off. Mostly because I don’t believe I did anything wrong, but I can’t explain that. I say the first thing on my mind, and it’s usually not what I mean. There are so many times I would have just breathed it out before saying anything, at work, at home, in school. This tool could have helped me so much through my teenage years; I wish I had learned these lessons earlier.
The third thing I have noticed is my mom listens… my dad sometimes does. I am a lot like my dad, I hear things, but it doesn’t necessarily connect. My mom tries her best to look from his point of view. I say I do this, but the damn truth is most of the time I can’t. I think this is something that comes with life experience, and age, I’m not there yet. I have tried to see a situation from someone else’s point of view, and I can’t because I am so focused on proving myself to them that I am clouded.
The last thing I learned is some important things can’t get worked out then and there, it might take a few days to find the answers or to come up with an agreement, but you can always hug and kiss before bed. I know people say, “don’t go to bed angry.” I agree, but I also know some things take a few days, and the best you can do is tell each other you love them, hold each other, and move past it for the moment.
I think these are essential tools for any relationships, whether it’s in school, work, or personal life, these are some of the tools you need to be good at communication. I’m not an expert by any means, and these are just a few things I have noticed and wanted to work on. I won’t be the most open person you know for a few years, but I can start taking small steps to get there. I find it way easier to write on my blog, where I can fully think about things, rather than in person. I know there is a lot more to learn, but that’s why we get such a long life, so we can keep learning every day.